Bianca
Even though it was a sunny morning I had a storm brewing inside. I was feeling pretty nervous and I was feeling pretty jumpy and its not the bests feeling ever it was an unpleasant feeling. I had to confess to my dad that I was expecting a baby. I’m only 15. My dad and I had a really good relationship and we were like best friends. We used to tell each other every thing but he can be very strict, he had narrow limits with some things that I said because he worries for the things I say sometimes and I know that he cares and worries for me with the ways that he responds. Then I finally told him about my pregnancy and I was so relieved at how he was acting I was shocked at how he was responding with me because he was happy and proud. Then 9 months passed and the baby was born. I lived with my baby’s dad but I wanted to go back and live with my dad because I missed doing every thing with him. Like waking up early in the morning and every day he said to me morning princess. That’s the part I miss the most about my dad. But I wanted to go live with my dad but he said no you can’t but the baby can but I didn’t want to leave my baby because my baby can’t be with out its mother. Then a month or two passes and I wanted to get a job to be able to pay my bills then I wanted to get my little place with my family because it was starting to grow. Then when I got all that done I was planning to get back into school. Now that I’m in school again, I am trying my best to graduate. I am an AB student in school. But being a teen mom, you have a lot of responsibilities in your life, I as a mom I have to work and get up very early to make food for the baby and I need to get dippers ready for the baby sitter to take care of my baby while I go to the store or when I go to school. Then I need to spend time with my baby so that it know that it’s mom is there and that it will be all right, and so that it knows that its mom is back from work or from school. It’s been a while since my dad and I have had a real good relationship together. I realize that now that I have my new family, I won’t have my dad by my side all the time, but what I will have is my new family there for me forever. My family feels different because you have new faces to see every morning and you know that they will be there for you in the good and in bad times. You will get used to them like you were with you other family but it’s like you have to start over with a fresh new page and you have to fill it in with words.

Sonique